ras mige...  otagh anha bud, sagharo  elnaz umade budan khodahafezi konan, az tu chamana barmigashtim rasty safheye pulp fiction jelom baz bud, goftam miduni male kie? ghablesh tu pat o math ke dashtim ba kusha o siavosh zabuun mikhordim o jaleb ine ke una khabar dashtan ke darse bahar tamoom shode, surprise shodam ke nemidunestam
lecture ro tu chamana dadim sangin bud, das gozashtan rush , faghat saghar fahmid ye chizayi ...bahs mikardim , ke elle belle un migof nataayej age chan bodi beshe momkene bar ax bshe, goftam masaleyi peida mikonim ke docharesh nashe ... behesh goftam fek mikonam nemiduni chi migi unam moaddabane javabamo be khodam bar gardund bargashtim tu sakhtemun tu otagh, una raftan, hamasho vase abbasian goftam, ....lecture e man system dynamics ro barash goftam chie chejuri kar mikone, var raftim, charand gof, harf bargardund hamishe haminjurie ba chizaye taze, bahso avaz kard, gof miduni chan vaghte miay inja o hanuz ru hichi sabet fix nakardi, na inayik emigi ye chizi ke na faghat ye hafte o do hate o ye maho chan mah bashe...zad tu khatesh goft in chiza be darde to nemikhore.. sagahro elnaz do ta projeye dige ham daran bahash hamoon chizaye maskhareo routiine  khaste konande kar mikonan unayi ke ye omr miran mishan paperi ke hich ki hata hosele nemikone varagheshu bezane, gof ru atte tion kar kon, yade sobh oftadam midunestim hamamoon ke he pianiste herfeyiye ba yeki az angoshtash ruye sinash az bala be payin zarn miavord ba yeki dige az angoshtash az oayin be bala orib micharkhund... angoshtash, angoshtasho mese ghshoghe chayi khori ham zad gof in zehne to e kejavuni neshat dari energy dari vali fek mikoni ta keye asibi ke dari bekhodet mizani hamishe in juri nis,, salaye digeyi ham has angoshtesho gahrgh kard gof attention ro begir tu neuroscience , chizi ke khodet ye maharaty peida koni, bekhodet komak koni, moshkelate tahsili  hame chi, mitunestam behet beam sare mah bia result bede vali midunam mikham beine bache ha bashi,,,,ye lahze bargh zad, na kar kar kardan tu field di garun, ye fielde noyi sakhtan , barghesh parid, be khkodam fek kardam, man daram khodamo nabud mikonam, bis bar telephone vasate harfam bahas zag khord 11 miss call baz kardam , beresun khodeto cuzine ham mikhastan beran democracy tu ruze rowshan, neshatam be moghe kenareshun hatta zudtar, khoshal budam ke hafashuno majbur nistam gush bedam, hame chi , dobare film, yade khun bazi oftadam, az un filmas ke bishtar az 4-5 bar biamo negash konam, system dynamics, hameye tasvira khalaghiat ha secnas ebadi az kojaye badane ki shuru beshe, in azadie bi hado marzi ke senarioeye in film dasht yade  hameye bado birah hayi oftadam ke abbasuan rajebe in ha gof rajebein field rajebe khalaghiat, rajebe ahamiate tamarkozam.... hame raftan, faghat mano ye zowje javun munde budim, akharin nafar salono tark kardim miram khune, ye kalame ham harf nemizanam bahash, mikhunam, mikhunam chi neveshtam, chi neveshyte, chi kar kardam chi kar karde,,, mikham beresunamet.. soonamet.. soonamet
khate yek cheshma labkhanda maks ha helale lab ha  aramesh, reflex ,bi gharari ha
chizi tahe shenakhtame, ye hese delpazire kashf, ye hese bache munde, chizi kebehesh kamel naresidam chizi ke peidash karda, se char sale pish tu bozorg shodan, mikham onsoresho hazf konam, mikham vazne delpaziresho bendazam ru khate yek, chizi ke gom shodetu un amaghe door... in badane mane saghf

bavaram nemishe!! chizzi kee cheshmam daran mibinano bavar nemikonam
az sade shuru shod
eemruz asr
amoom ke az canda bargashte budo tu ashpazkhube mididam
ye frame hayyi az zaman por noor budan  o ye frame hayi tarik mishodan
yani ye lahzehayi mitunestam donya ro bebinam
beine sargije o saboki o sangini bud saram
harfayi ke mizadan kheili khabaludam kard
 raftam birun az ashpazkhune
vaghty bargashtam didam harfashuno nemifahmam
bazvarede yeki az hamoon period haye gijgulim shode bdamo fohsh midadam  man nemitunam be in vaziat edame bedam
saramo seft negah dashtam ta betunam az pasesh bar biam
 khodahafezi o ina
vared mashin ke shodam hanooz saram gij mizad o ye chan ta chizam az dastam oftad zamino ina
vali vaghty tu khiabun ba mashin i ke maman ranandegi mikard harkat mikardam donya ajib shod... vagehan ajib
in tajrobe bar migasht be 4-5 sle pish , hamoon moghehayi ke hale badamo mikhastam handle konam
tasavir age ta ghalesh baram karikatori budan,, age harkate saro daste amoom baram tu zaman mani peida mikard tu in vaze jadidam man tasviraro tu zaman mididam.. age ye frame dashtam birun ro negah mikardam ye ghesmatish marbut be alan bud, ye ghesmatayi tarik, ye ghesmatayi male 5 shish sanieye pish ye ghesmatayi marbut be ye do sanieye pish.. alan ke alane chiza ro doros nemibinam age saramo takun nadam ke az vaz birun biam....
donya ruey jalebi sho behem neshun midad
daram adame ba kelasi  misham
hameye harkata o negah ham tu dasto del baziyi az zaman zire nazare
az noktehash noghtehaye peivastegio tarikie. in ke ta hodoodi ctrl daram ke kodom ghesmato chan sanie ghablo bad bebinam....

tu ruzaye be i khubeye avval e sal che ghad khodo terekudim, arzeshe khodemuno az bein bordim, arzehse hameye chizayi ke bar saremun raf o alan khdeomen o zadim ebe un rahi ke asan ademun nemiat