az in daf'e tup halam bad mishe.. omidvaram paye sohbat mogheyi ke mishinim dark koni ke man kollan az har chizi ke booye gozashte mide halam bad mishe... mkham dava konam az hame chi ham badam miat oghde daram, ehsase sar afkandegi mikonam, halam az zendegim be ham mikhore na rahe pish daram, na rahe pas be khodam fohs midam b ejayi ke hastam be inke in siahchal nemikhat tamoom she asiro zendaniam, mano donbale chizi midovoonanke hich vaght har kari konam, hatta age behtarin adame zamin ham basham,be in migan eshbae mazroof, nemiresam halam az hame chi beham mikhore az inke hatta nemitunam ye zare ba hese khub ba in hes ke mifahmam zendegimo, inke doosesh dashte basham tu hasratesham.. daghe delame oghdam shode halam az zendegim beham mikhore hasrate ye zendegie javoone addi ro khordan bayad tu atishe sham mese parvane besoozam baraye chizi ke hichisho nemifahmammm, hichisho ghabul nadaram mibinam ba kesi ke tarafame, hame chiz ruz be ruz badtar mishe hich vaght hich shansi nadaram baraye khalas shodan misery, filmesho didin? nevisandehe gire ye zane divoone miofte o pahasho mishkune barayeinke uno tark nakone ba hasrat be adam nega mikonam migamn, mikhandan, doos daran, bahashun hastam vali chizi jeloye ino mgire ke tu jameshun basham,man gereftare chizi shodam ke hatta nemitunam sare cherayish bahash harf bezanam gereftare kesi ke ghodrate takhayolesh, ghodrate eradash baraye taghyir dadane zendegi o talabidane un enghadr zaeefe,un tahe tahesh toro mese ye goroohe moorche ba zarre bin mibine,hatta age balbal bezani dasteto nemigire, in sadism e in bimarie! man har chi basham HICHVAGHT in nistam! hatta nemishe bahash harf zad, har juri razish koni un labkhande zeshtesho behet mizane o cheshato mibande , behet bihooshi mizane o toro mikhabune behet mavadi mide bokhori ke hatta nafahmi chi kar mikoni ta mikhay befahmi , hame chiz avaz m ishe, to gij mishi man zendegimo mikham tu in daneshahe koofti ,tu in donyaye kufti, hame ba hame dustan man parvane am asire tare ankabooti shode ke mikhat yek tane baraye baghie adad ro be armaghan biare,magnitude! na quality! baraye zendegie ayandeye khodesh, baraye filmnameye un amrikayiya na moshkelaye mano mibine, va na mikhat mano salemo khubo behtar bokone ayneye heshaye rangvarange masnooyi,saligh eo ghalam, mano mikhat mese kookayine sigar, mikhat baraye vaghtayi ke hoseleye neveshtan dare,hoseleye zendegi dare, mano gir andakhte, na rahe pas daram na rahe pish nemidune chie ke jeloye bazi chiza ro migire khodehso madari midoone vali mano nemibinem nemishnase ruz be ruz ba hamin etefagha chizayi ke hich vaght behesh fek nemikardam bishtar jelom vazeh mishan nemitunam,dige nemibinam,dige nemifahmam,delam shekaste, ghabul nadaram delam ye karte ghermez mikhat un khodesho mikhat , un ye ketabe mohayej mikhat, az hamoon sabkayi ke un nevisandee ke bud 18 hezar safhe , tulanitarin roman ro nevesh delesh mikaht injuri be zendegish eftekhar kone,ma tafahomemoon ro tu zibayi az dast dadim, delesh mikhat chizi bashe ke hichi nabashe chera man , akhe chera man? man ghalat kardam hala arezooye zendegie khodamo mikonam un budan ro enkar mikone khub midune chi be khordam bede ke hata zaboonam baz nashe sorfe, estefragh , kham shodan , nemikham uni basham ke un mikhat nemikham azash badam miat un ensan nis mese shekanje konandehaye jange aragh baraye gereftane akharin eghrar ha un zaboone mano be kesafathaye zendegi baz mikone hes mikonam hesi daram mese in ke baghie omramo bayad ru ye sandali beshinamo form por konam,halam bad mishe vaghty esme eshgh ro miare, hata ye abe khosh ham az galoom payin nemire rooz be rooz in kaboose un, zendegie un mikham beram birun,birun az donyaye siahsefidesh ...
hameye jahatgiriham az mogheyi ke az khab pa mishamdood,hameye roozhaye esti'salam dood, hameye zedegi ro sokkan kardan dood
chejur mitune donbale hes begarde
chejur mitune faghat tamashgar bashe, faghat bazi begire,ine dalil o falsafeyi k eposhte hameye talash hashe? chejur enghad khodkhah bashe
tu ye donyaye por az cherko nekbatim
tamoom she
khodaya man dige nemishnasamesh
khodaya un vazneye sangi dare,delaro sabok sangin mikone
dige hatta be amd nemikhaym ke paki vase ham neshun dade bashe
ganje shode por az harfayi ke tu khalvat zade shodano omidi be avaz kardaneshun nistesh
un hame saro karesh bahmoon peyi ye ke khoshk shode
bekesh birun refighe man
vase chi inja mik kari?
chera das az sare in kachale bakht bargashte bar nemidari?
man ye adamiam ke natunestam kheili az kararo bokonam untor ke bayad bokonam, hoosho hafezam dare bar bade fana mire, paye hamin zendegi ocheshaye nekbatbari ke daram
bayad ye jaye dige zendegio shuru konam
mikham yejayi basham ke hich ki mano nashnase, hichki ro man nashnasam
negahe ashenaye inayi ke inja didam nabashe
moadeleha, shenakhtha, lebasha ,mafhoomha, esteareha, zabanha ,az ghabl baste shode nabashe!
mikham beram yejayi ke kesi vase bala raftan tarsi nadashte bashe
vase bartarkardan tarsi nadashte bashe
dastesh tu daste kesi bashe ke mese khodesh bashe,gharib,sare por arezoo, yaaghi
delam mikhat jayi basham ke raftanha bishtare arzesh ro dashte bashan


delam mikhat jayi basham ke hozore adama tala bashe
mikham adama daghdaghashun baraye ham masire behtar kardaneshun bashe
jayi ke har harkat ya sokootishun baraye ham mani dashte bashe
jayi ke age cheshmato bebandi o gozashtaro faramoosh koni, sokootha o harkat ha barat mani dashte bashe
mikham jayi basham ke adamash tu ye keshvari gheir az khodeshun hozooreshun mani dare
jayi ke hzoore adma tu faza mani peida mikone, tu naghshi ke bayad begiran
jayi beine goftanha o nagoftanha,jayi por az hads haye nazade
jayi ke adamash donbale forsatan
adamash bekhan gushashuno baz konan baraye didane maharatha o surprise shodanha, jayi ke betuni khodeto faramoosh koni dobare
khabhaat dobare por az ma'na barat shan
ye chizi ro ruras bashim, budane man behtare ya nabudanam?
ta vaghty ma mitunim madare zayidane gheseha bashim na faghat ravishun baraye khodemoonjayi tuye anbare kaah , beine hamee chiza, be movazate faramooshi
tajere ettela'ate sangin bashim
maharat mikhata! inke information bekhario befroosh
fekre teami kar kardane in setunamo milarzunei
tamrin mikhata, khialeto baz kon bebin ta che damanehayi mitune roshd peida kone
age security chizie ke teami ham mishe behesh resid chera be fekresh nayoftim chera mizarim az das beran...


ettela'at chera nadare! tu donyayi por az ehsasim shamele hasoodie
faghat cheshmamoono baz konim
age mayike baraye behtar budan talash mikonim
kamtar az minimume motevaseti hastim ke tanhayi khod be khod uno bevojood miavord, kami takun bokhorim, kami tu mohasebatemun tu pishbini kardanha khodemoono tu jadeye digeyi bendazim
gharg shodan ro nashin negah kon
, vaghty azamat manish avaz she kalameha mani peida mikonan, inbar ham in kalameha nistanke mimoonan, chera ?tajrobe behet neshun nemide bayad donbale chize digeyi begardi?
kalame ha faghat baraye lahzeyi zadane jeraghe miano miran,
khial kardane zendegi kojast o marhale be marhale moyassar kardanesh kojas
gheir az ine ke yek sal az zendegit rahi bud baraye moyassar kardane ye zendegie vagheyi?
gheri azine ke hadafe hameye shaba o ruz ha residan be zaboonie ke az dastesh kar bar miat, na ,mibini vagheiat in ,ineke emruz gandidane uno shahedeshim?
forookhtane ettela'at
akhe chera be khodemoon?
chera kenare ham vaynasim o be ham khati nadim baraye inke beforsate hadafi tu jahan beresim
forookhtane ettela'at in maziato dare ke faghat maharate, maharti has ke to peshkelo mituni ebgheimate tala aab koni
kuchktarin idea ha arzeshe vagheyishuno peida mikonan,kenare ham gharar gereftane hamina e ke karaye bozorg mikone,yeki minvise az ye shabake o adamayi ke mikhan behesh nofooz konan, piruz shan, tahdidesh konan, yeki amniatesho check mikone ,information haro migam, yeki manage esh mikone
yeki be in khalgh shodanha manie ke mide
tarafe harchizi mishe raf,vaghty karemoon milestone haro peida kardan bashe, milestone baraye fath kardane ye shabakeye information ,unjas ke badesh khial haye jadid das beyeki kardaneshun meidun beheshun dade mishe, un vaghteke hameye marhalehaye erfaniyi ke ba ham behesh residim, fased nemishan,(shayad in fased shodane ke moghtazaye zamane!) jaye khodeshuno peida mikonan
harkari kardim bazam mikonim, besharte inke ba in az darun eshare kardan motevaghef nashim
be chize digeyi eshare konim
vaghty alan ravayat kardane zendegit shod mese dasstane lost, zendegihaye movazi
hala kari nadare ke be ham eshare kardano yad bedim
filmo akso maghale , in tajrobeye yek salo az che zaviehayi ke mishe did!
matne informationhayi ke beheshun eshare mikonim
az naghshehaye koochiko bozorge teamworking ha, managemanet ha shenakhtaneshun mishe shuru kard, ba esme ettela'at shuru mikonim, fariyate rah khod be khod ba'd ha pish mian
chanalise kardane ke ghesmate dasht kardaneshe
zaboonam ghasere, faghat esme halaro in miziram zendegiyi ke tu rudarvasie kardaneshamo gahi mano be tng miare
fek mikonam be tang avordan arzeshmandtarin ghesmate in zedegi bashe, motmaenam age befahmim jediatesho uno tore digeyi jobranesh mikonim