۱۳۸۹ بهمن ۱۴, پنجشنبه




daneshgahe honar,un dokhtare,az in golhayi ke pesara dus daran beshinan chan sa'at negash konan az ruberu,vali man chize digeyi ro mikhassam be nazare shoma va jebheyi ke tashkil dadi  beresunam, quick fast and quick witted...shod!
are, i can impress that way!badam zadam be chaaak!


sandewichi ke badesh khordam, kenare ayne, tamame pose ham
beghadri daghigh shode budam tu riztarin chiza, ke age hezar ta akse mokhtalef ro midadi az adamhaye mokhtalef , migoftam iradeshun,hess, hess!
tu chie ke top marke jazabiat ro nemigereftan!


be inf ek oftadam dune dune bargardam be hameye dusta mail bezanam,
gherie momken nis, hameye pola ro mishe dobare bargardund

shayd ye jame khdeomooni ke hame bashan kheili asuntar bashe, vali bazam rah haye ghiabiyi vojood dare
hameye adamayi ke ruzi be dalili as zman ranjidan.. va kutah nayyumadan

moo ferferi

dobare neveshtim! shod! khale shohre ta ye sa'at badesh ke dashtam ba amoo correcsion mikardam rad mishodo miumad behem hal midad
rasssi,rustie budan behtare ya danny?
daghighan un shimi pas chi?

 man modat zamane be tore mahsusi duri ro mitunam begam pish vaghean sense mikardam,tasir mizashtam,negah haye sharm alood
kheili vaghte ke az ghalam oftade


toro ke midunam az shunza salegi ba har kasi rajebe s** harf mizadi..manam zadam khob! hala meske ba ruykarde jadidi
in mamoriat ro assign karde budi baram!

chan ruze mikhaam nazare ye seri adamo beporsam
hatta ta in had ke yenafar ke babash mitune bilite sinama gir biararo o duse dustame ro impress konam ,in karo vase manam bokone!
things come and go...
soale bozorgi ro az man porsidi!
baavar kon!

negah ham, man vaeghan bazigaram,vagehan man neigam kheili... kheilia migan, man mitunam az suratam, harkataye dasthaam , charkhesham davaranhaam, ba adama, ba negahe adama rabete bargharar konam

to encourage am kardi

in ye keshi bud ke be gahdri daghigh baste shode bud ke

are, bayad ye hamchin shurue digeyi barash ragham zad
va man az hamoon avvalin ruz khodamo amade kardam,
to in ghadar amadegie zehni dari ke sefr koni...
ta be shuruyi ke nadashtim, shuruye eftekhar kardaniyi ke rabeteye ma nadashto belakahre jobran konam!


danny budan behtare ya rustie?..are rustie yekam kar kardann mikhat, mishe vaghean be bulughe rustie resid vali nahaade adam danny bashe
kasi ke har kari ro momken mikone, nofooz dare
ya un kholo cheli ke sadegish adamo majbur mikone be dust dashtanesh?

bad ke start zadi, khob man motaen shodam ke bayad entezare ye hamle dashte basham
mikhassam jashn rah bendazam,midunessam mikhay jashn(jang) rah bendazi

vaghean soale mohemmie
age man vaghean in adamiam ke eddea mikonam,ke eddea mikoni...
pa badihie tu har jami ke basham,(man in chan ruz tu hamchin jamayi nabudam, be zudi misham vali i guess) bayad adamayi bashan ke behem propose konan
adamayi ke davatam konan , be jam hayi ke daghighan baraye khodam ham jalebe
bayad beshe vase jahaye bekhosoosi, vase edama ,donyayi ke aroom aroom dare tahe zehnam shekl migire, rahe khodesho be
jam haye bozorgtar beresune

shayad barmigashtam be zudi be jam hayi az bacheha, unayi ke miran khat mizanan, beshinam paye sohbat, film bebinim, naghd konim, the only people in th e world
k tu in zaman mitune share kone,tasmim nadare ok!
age things khub edame peida kone shayd beshe sandalisho alaki nazash por beshe! manzuram zayel shodaneshe

labkhandam! hamin vague budanesh, encourage konandegish! avaz shode! hamin do ruz,man kheili kheili kheili zud injur chiza ro
yad migiram, un ruhi ke poshteshe ro kamabish mishnasam...asun rahamo be in jur maghuleha baz mikonam

rastesh vase keshundanesh be donyaye majazi kheili zude!

amadas, faghat fahmidam bayad yejaye bekhosoosi az shahr ro peida konam, yek tabloye khas, yek makane khas ke uni ke manzurame ro behet begam
iinke doros mikham mese setare ke hamchin taghyirio dare tu un guruh ijad mikone,vaghean heife ke hamchin forsati ro az das bedi,toro nemigama, mane jaye toro migam(age bae tamame inha hanuz ejaze bedi!,dargiram kamabish) hamchin shahkaret ro ruye man piade koni!
man kheili aaamadam , ras migam!

rest of the calculations, in bud ke ye gapi pish umad,zamani gozash, pas chera to nemiresi?
man mitunam keep going konam ...

ina ye mosh barname bud, yeki az emtehanamo bayad dobare bedam,gheir az un karaye ruye image
tu khune bassse hassam
ye ketabe ke age hamasho bekhunam, mitunam vase shakhaye daneshgah honaro tehrania miz rah bendazam
karayi ke scientista mitunan bokonan vali narmafzaraye tejarie konooni nemitune support kone..yekam ajale has vase pish bordanesh
ruste budan yani por az sarnakh dashtan be har jamyi, ba ye  noghteey shuru e moshtarak


vase un karzaar, man che danny basham che nabasham fondasiune kheili amighi ro daram mikanam!
en'etafhayi ke aval badan bayad ghabulesh kone, bad, un haro present kone...
chizayi ke bargh bezane, ghablan gharizi bud, un salaye pish ro migam, hala na!

be in fek mikardam ke tu javabe in darkhastet: dus daram engahdr adam emtehan karde bashi(basham) ta motmaen bashi ke
man vaghean uniam ke mikkhayy, khob rassesh injuri ke hich vaght tamoom nemishe
hamoon mesdaghe harzegie
miduni chi shod? ruze avval?
hamoon  ke khasi mano dor bezani. karzar rah bendazi facebook chagh shod

man bayad ye maghalaro tamoom mikardam
neshastam ruye ye nimkat, tu khane honarmandan
tanhayi
  boghz..chera, chera man?...
bayad ghabul mikardam
chizi ke tayin mikonio

ghablesh:
kheili saaadas,kheili ajibe,mitune ba cheshmaye baste bashe,
chizie ke shayad ma tahe tahe siahi lashgaresh bashim, darak!!
vaghean in harfayi ke alan injuri zadamo ba dard dashtam be dush mikeshidam
nemitunessam hazmesh konam, vaghty har lahze ke negah mikoni something beautiful ro mibini
chejrui hazer mituni beshi ke avazesh koni,vaghti in hameye unchizie ke mikhassi beshe...
vaghean bikhodo mozheke  ke do ta hapalie isole bemoonim

bekhodam migoftam , man duset daram!az khodam miporsidam, va kheili zarif hes mikardam, ke... shayad , khales nis
man tasmimeto tahsin mikonam.vali alan! na un moghe!
belakhare ruzi mirese ke in do ta negah forsta earze andam kardan vase hamopeida mikonan
ta un moghe moo ferferia faghat dus daran tamasha beshan
ine ke ye ruzhayi ,mitunes inja bashe, ruzhaye zire doorbini, barhao barha az avval sakhtan vaghti text hast! hamchin
servati alan has, vaghty ejbari dar kar nis, vaghty hame chiz az ruye konjkavie,vaghty in hame eddea hast!...




tul keshid,harchiman kamtar afarin goftan ham be tadbireto tu delam bishtaro moshaddad mikardam, be to kamtaro kamtar omidvari dade mishod
ta tu in rahi ke hich aaagheli pa nemizare pa bezari..hamin shod, bade do se ruz un mowje energyt kam kam shuru kard be sazesh kardan

chun vaghean fek mikardam ke man duset daram,
va noghte nazaram in bud ke farghi nemikone chi hasti, ki hasti
mano to could work ...
khob angizam dobare aghayun ro tahte nazar begiram!

vagehan iman daram ke agar in shans be man dade beshe... forsati ke betunam in nimeye penhane nesbatan kam nazar gerefte shodeye
shakhsiatimo behet neshun bedam, kheili kheili bot hayi ke tu dusta o filma dashti ro level bezanam, rad konam!



good question u asked: che ghad mituni jense mokhalefeto tahte tasir gharar bedi?
chizi ke dar morede mu ferferia kashf kardam doroste, una bishtar dus daran baghie negashun konan,
tu behtarin halat owje erza shodaneshun tu dide shodane,hameye deviationhashun mogheyi ke kam miaran ,fase gereftan az khodeshun, sedash boland mishe..
hala kare doros chie?
gheir az ine ke sathesho bebarim balatar? gheri az ine ke in delkhoshi haye kcuhulu kuchulu ab'adeshuno bozorgtar konan?
unjayi ke adama enghadar az admaye khafan naghd shodan ke nachar dnbale rah haye aziz tari miran?

man tu in  chan ruz ba hich ki hij ja naraftam
vali ye afarin mikham behet begam
az vagty be in performance e khodam, be dide shodanam birun az charchube zehnie khodam,
in donyaye majazi,(ke vagehan vaghte pus andakhtaneshe) chardivariyi ke hich kas untori ke hastam mano nemishnase
vahshatnak amalkarda  bala rafte, taze hes mikonam ke cheghad mishe vagte kamtarti sarf kard, kheili kheili efficient tar bud bishtar jeloye ayne vaght  kard!
shayd chanta dallile dige ham dashte in efficeint tar shodane,bade in jaryana, gheseha, in mah hayi ke rad shod,beza man ino bareztarinesh bedunam...
injuri ba khiale rahat tari shab mihkabam


taazasham.. adam kasio ke dus dare bahash har kare pasty ro tu zehnesh anjam namide!

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